i've finally figured it out.

today's band prac was so eventful.
i was probably the one who reminded him of everything.

think he was like reminded to audition our section for the inn solo cos i played it and it wasnt up to the standard he wants.
argh. low notes low notes.
i wish he'd tell us what he wants.
it's scary being auditioned on the day itself.
i mean it's a huge solo and i believe whoever's going to play it needs some mental preparation.
sigh.
i should just chicken out.

it's so nice but so hard to play.